How Nihilism is my Optimism

For me, thinking of suicide isn’t a bad thing. It’s knowing where the exit is, just in case I need it. It’s reassuring to look over my shoulder and glimpse the green glow of escape. If I see there’s a clear path out, I can calm down and look for ways to get to other, […]

Don’t Worry, Be Thoughtful

We are inclined to worry too much. The reproductive and survival outcomes of worrying too much are far less dangerous than the outcomes of worrying too little. Therefore, while our survival instincts are trying to be kind to us in order to mentally calculate or evaluate risk more accurate results come from not overly valuing […]

Why I Stay Deluded

Because Reality isn’t Real I try to enjoy my delusions.  Some say that depressed people are actually more realistic. I reckon that’s a bunch of tosh. Everybody is deluded in their own special way. My deluded dream of reality changes shape depending on what stories I’m thinking of.  Some stories are things I’ve been telling myself, […]